THE WONDERGROUND

2003 | BoyMeetsGirl Music

TRACK & LYRICS

  • I can't look back

    it hurts my heart

    it colors everything

    my future looks

    just like the past

    variations on a scream

    ahhh

    I can't outsmart

    I can't outrun

    no matter how I try

    the way I feel

    like a spinning wheel

    same old story makes me cry

    ahhh

    I wanna be beautiful and wise

    doesn't everyone

    and somewhere in my mind

    I'm already done

    bells are ringin'

    I've already won (I've already won)

    ahhh

    my soul in slumber

    for years I wondered

    why nothing touches me

    til you broke in

    you got under my skin

    I don't care if I am cut or bleeding

    ahhh

    I wanna be beautiful and wise

    doesn't everyone

    and somewhere in my mind

    I'm already done

    bells are ringin'

    I've already won

    will love restore

    will more love make more

    that's what you gave to me

    and it runs right through

    no matter what I do

    no deeper currency

    ahhh

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music

  • he said my pain is chronic

    it's killing me every day

    and all I want is

    to make everything OK

    another cup of coffee

    another mile to run

    doesn't make it better

    cause I'm still alone here

    hungry for anything

    and the time will pass

    but love will remain

    cause nothing is so sweet as

    this chronic pain

    one moment you're laughing

    and then your eyes fill with rain

    and nothing will ever be as sweet as

    this chronic pain

    he said my life had meaning

    somewhere my heart could lay

    you could be dreaming

    and suddenly things can change

    I still hear her whisper

    it's for all time

    with eyes wide shut

    my love is blind

    I can hear her calling

    and the time will pass

    but love will remain

    cause nothing is so sweet as

    this chronic pain

    one moment you're laughing

    then it rips your heart again

    and nothing could ever be as sweet as

    this chronic pain

    and I would give anything

    just for a place to stand

    my own con-fusion

    is all that I've ever known

    you and I, well...

    we're like the shifting sand

    he said my pain is chronic

    it's killing me every day

    and all I want is

    to make everything OK

    and the time will pass

    but love will remain

    cause nothing is so sweet as

    this chronic pain

    and this too shall pass...(in rideout)

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music

  • starting at the very bottom

    the nasty pit of despair

    you know how people always tell you

    it's only up from there

    I'm humbled to find myself

    spitting blame and going nowhere

    I'm doing everything to make it new

    I'm on my way up

    I'm climbing, I'm climbing

    I'm climbing

    yeah I'm on my way up

    I'm on my way

    I've seen the vultures circle slowly

    over my head

    I wave my arms and shout

    get out of here

    because I'm not dead

    you will not devour my soul

    or take my house

    you hear what I said

    I'm doing everythig to make it true

    I'm on my way up

    I'm climbing, I'm climbing

    I'm climbing

    yeah I'm on my way up

    on my way

    and it's true

    hope springs eternal

    in the dark heart of a man

    so I take a breath

    and I make my way up

    and the world falls away from me

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music

  • I'm tellin you this is my desire

    cause I know we could start a fire

    take this feeling and let it fly

    no holdin back no askin why

    gonna find my way

    gonna break the rules

    throw away the book

    cause I've been a fool

    wastin time like

    it was money

    walkin when I

    could'a been runnin

    now I feel like runnin

    I'm tellin you this is my desire

    cause I know we could start a fire

    take this feeling and let it fly

    no holdin back no askin why

    you know how it is

    wanna be someone else

    wanna be something better

    bigger than yourself

    tear down these walls

    and let it in

    outside my mind

    and outside my skin

    wanna feel like I'm free again

    I'm tellin you this is my desire

    cause I know we could start a fire

    take this feeling and let it fly

    no holdin back no askin why

    wanna shine like a star

    do you know what I mean

    wanna light up the dark

    are you here with me?

    only wanna radiate and spark

    can you hear me speak to your heart

    don't you wanna jump in your car

    and drive like there's no tomorrow

    you know how it is

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music

  • I worship at no altars

    follow no beaten trail

    try it cause I want to

    sometimes win sometimes fail

    stepping off this moving train

    estranged and isolated

    I will not go back again

    how long have we waited

    mute with goodbye

    wanting to cry

    no provocation

    no destination

    terminal promises dying hard

    so this is where I find I'm found

    release me to the wonderground

    take my costume suitcase from me

    skin and bones are all I will be

    heart and soul go flying free

    here in the wonderground

    devastation earthquake tremble

    you and I so reassembled

    miracles are every day now

    here in the wonderground

    questions with no answers

    coming from everywhere

    echos of the past I hear

    but I take no shelter there

    God knows I know your losses

    how I feel them too

    this ticket gets us all the way

    to our Waterloo

    mute with goodbye

    wanting to cry

    no provocation

    no destination

    terminal promises dying hard

    so this is where I find I'm found

    release me to the wonderground

    life is short and days are long

    body weak while heart is strong

    moment to moment love beats on

    here in the wonderground

    devastation earthquake tremble

    you and I so reassembled

    miracles are every day now

    here in the wonderground

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music

  • I don't take pills

    I'm holding on

    I cry all night

    when things go wrong

    I don't need much

    only a word

    I crave your touch

    and to be heard

    my body knows

    my heart belongs

    my soul is full of you

    you are my drug

    you make me sane

    you give me love

    you keep the flame

    you are my drug of choice

    I don't know God

    I dream alone

    talk to myself

    when things go wrong

    life is so strange

    it's here and gone

    it means so much

    when you love someone

    my body knows

    my heart belongs

    my soul is full of you

    you are my drug

    it makes me cry

    you give me love

    I wonder why

    you are my drug of choice

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music

  • I am what I am

    let the whole world know

    so what if I love you

    I wanna let it show

    this dream that I'm living

    these seeds that I sow

    make it up as I go

    I make it up as I go

    I know how it looks

    I can't apologize

    I'd rather be lost in

    the love in your eyes

    cause this is how I feel

    and I realize

    I make it up as I go

    make it up as I go

    so I fly high

    and fall far

    love drunk

    and unrepentant

    my heart hungover

    and I wake up chained

    in a neverending mindbending sentence

    it's a hard hard lesson

    I learned it first hand

    it rips at my soul

    how well I understand

    it's a perfect mistake

    I would do it again

    make it up as I go

    I make it up as I go

    for the look in your eyes

    I would do it again

    make it up as I go

    make it up as I go

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music

  • days are just drifting

    like lambs over the fence

    it's time to be admitting

    what we're up against

    are you listening

    are you listening

    the other shoe is dropping

    all over the world

    don't be caught napping

    the little boys and girls

    are listening

    they are listening

    for words

    they've been craving

    for time

    we've been saving

    so what are we waiting for

    yes love, my love

    I'm right here for you

    let's make it together

    the old and the new

    birds of a feather

    must do what they do

    the sky is all clouded with

    signal from a fire

    I'm falling through

    shrouded words of desire

    is somebody listening

    somebody listening

    I lay myself down

    and try to understand

    my ear to the ground

    of this primitive land

    and I'm listening

    I am listening

    for words

    you've been craving

    for time

    we've been saving

    so what are we waiting for

    yes love, my love

    I'm right here for you

    let's make it together

    the old and the new

    birds of a feather

    must do what they do

    yes love my love

    I'm right here for you

    let's make it together

    the old and the new

    my love my love

    I'm right here for you

    let's make it together

    the old and the new

    birds of a feather

    birds of a feather

    birds of a feather

    must do what they do

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music

  • Memories sift with safe selection

    now I know why

    surface when you least expect them

    make you cry

    guess that it's our best protection

    when we're ready re-collect them

    'til you can forgive and forget when

    you catch that old reflection

    in another's eye

    Counsel waits for your indication

    you could follow

    love would rock in neutral salvation

    never alone

    fearful souls at every station

    falter while life overtakes them

    so many steps lead away from

    the ghosts of a past that enslave one

    why not let them go

    why not let them go

    Seems to be a second chance

    to do it over

    get it right

    smile the smile of coincidence

    sleep the sleep of quiet mind

    Seems to be a second chance

    to do it over

    get it right

    smile the smile of coincidence

    sleep the sleep of quiet mind

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music

  • at the heart of me

    I will always be

    sorry you slipped right through

    the tear in my soul

    where the rain comes in

    even with your love

    I couldn't try again

    BV's/ even with your love I couldn't try

    it's the little things

    that mean everything

    that's why I'm missin you

    your soap in the shower

    our friends on the phone

    it feels like a funeral

    quiet and alone

    BV's/ that is why I'm missin you

    don't remind me of the things I didn't do

    it always comes around to losin you

    can't think about it cause it only hurts again

    if I had it to do over baby maybe I could bend

    don't remind me

    don't remind me

    wanna put it behind me

    don't remind me

    extra chorus BV's/ why I'm missin you tonight

    I didn't even try

    I'm leavin you behind

    I'm remembering

    what you said to me

    I know tonight it's true

    these minutes and hours

    are precious and few

    hold on to whatever

    love gives to you

    BV's/ that's what you said but I didn't hear you

    don't remind me of the things I didn't do

    it always comes around to losin you

    can't think about it cause it only hurts again

    if I had it to do over baby maybe I could bend

    don't remind me

    don't remind me

    wanna put it behind me

    don't remind me

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music

  • There's truth in the gutter

    though it slips down the drain

    and in the soaring steeple

    standing solo in the rain

    each is worth understanding

    part of the human chain

    each one is revealing to us

    comfort or pain

    oh it's easy to misvalue

    the sacred and profane

    And we all have a cover

    to keep the truth from one another

    we live behind our twisted minds

    afraid to bare the straight line

    to our sacred heart

    Oh it's easy to misvalue

    the sacred and profane

    And we all have a cover

    to keep the truth from one another

    we live behind our twisted minds

    afraid to bare the straight line

    to our sacred heart

    There's truth in the gutter

    though it slips down the drain

    and in the soaring steeple

    standing solo in the rain…

    (George Merrill / Shannon Rubicam)

    © 2002 BoyMeetsGirl Music